"This is all I have learned: God made us plain and simple, but we have made ourselves very complicated." -Ecclesiastes 7:29-

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Monday, September 10, 2007

Fire Within the Heart

I finally painted again and it felt goooood...

"Fire Within the Heart"

The acrylic painting was donated to a silent auction that my fabulous friend, Shauna, organized. She is competing this October in San Francisco as a Team In Training member in the Nike Women's Full Marathon. Not only is she running 26 miles, she is also raising $3800 to benefit The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I think she is fantastic for doing so and therefore it was my great honor to create a painting for the event in order to help her raise funds for a wonderful organization and cause.

An older picture of running phenom Shauna with my straight haired alter-ego, Anastasia.

Click here for more information about Team In Training.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Happiness...

Things and/or people that make me smile and/or laugh... (In no particular order.)
  • My quote book
  • Amy Sedaris
  • Dogs
  • Tea
  • Blankets
  • Philanthropy
  • Ellen DeGeneres
  • Sunsets
  • Cooking for people
  • My homie Shauna being her hilarious self
  • An old, worn and comfy hoodie
  • Art
  • Baths
  • Wanda Sykes
  • Playing cards with my family
  • Long philosophical talks
  • The Boundary Waters Canoe Area
  • Pretending I can beatbox
  • Good wine
  • Exploring faith
  • My homie Beth and her lack of a filter at inappropriate times
  • Reading old cards and letters
  • Toddlers waddling
  • Floating in the water
  • Oprah Winfrey
  • Poetry
  • Dreams
  • Playing basketball for fun
  • Creating and expressing
  • Dancing
  • My homie Kelsi and her ability to acquire free drinks
  • Chess
  • Warm towels
  • Flip flops
  • Hugs
  • Flight attendant instructions
  • Chocolate
  • Meeting extraordinary people
  • Mariska Hargitay
  • Traveling
  • Mail
  • Photos
  • Autumn leaves raining from trees

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Release

Last night my mind was kept up by thoughts of poetry. Little thoughts were tapping me on my shoulder seemingly saying, "Excuse me, um excuse me. I'm here for you. Do something with me please." And so, per their request, I did not ignore these thoughts. I paid close attention to their suggestions, "Put me here. Join me with that thought. I belong there." What resulted was the first poem I have written in quite some time and it was the accomplishment of my day. I stayed up into the wee hours of the morning in order to weave these thoughts into meaning before they slipped away and escaped me forever. The ironic part is that I denied myself sleep so as to pen a poem about cherishing sleep. Funny how that works out isn't it? Well, at least I think that it is funny. Anywho, here is the poem...

"Release"

When sleep comes and settles
into the seams of your eyes
for the evening,
quietly sealing away
the chaos of the world,
I hope it opens up the doors
painted in red, yellow, blue, and green
to your similarly vivid dreams.
So that in sleep you are awakened
to the truth you have desperately stored
in a forgotten nook of your heart.
I pray you release yourself
and reach in then out
into the endless possibilities.
That you roam freely under
the forgiving starry sky,
tending to your spirit along the way.
And when you feel your body start to stir
I hope you gather your being back up
with open arms and return
to the boundaries of your body.
May you gently wipe the sleep from your eyes
and peer through your fluttering eyelashes
before welcoming the light of a shiny new morning.
Awaking with peace and thanks
to another day of the merciful mess
affectionately known as life.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

I like today...

Today was not extraordinary, though there were moments that were out of the ordinary. All and all this day was average, but splendidly so. Here's why...

When I entered my bedroom I was greeted by the smell of peanut butter and jelly. I don't know why it smelled of a PB&J sandwich, but it did. It was random, but I liked it.

There was a grasshopper hanging out on my living room window, high above his world. I am unsure if he was clinging to the spot, or just enjoying the view. Regardless, he's been there for two days and I appreciate that he chose to visit my window and bare his belly to me. I wonder if he will be there tomorrow... If so, I think I'll have to name him.

I enjoyed a lovely conversation with a dear friend. It was so nice to chat with someone who "gets me." She shared great insight into my current complexes and provided a fresh perspective about a matter that has troubled me. We shared laughs and made promises to each other to cultivate bravery in our respective lives. Her wisdom made me happy.

Finally I will mention that today was dark and rainy, but it was a nice break from the August heat providing a welcomed glimpse into the fall. I wore my favorite sweat pants, enjoyed a cup of tea, and sunk into all things cozy. It was great, truly great.

This day was usual, but what was unusual was my gratitude for the usual. I need to give thanks more often. It brings a calmness into my heart and gives life to a deep, yet simple peace.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Purpose.com

One uneventful evening I took a tour of my favorite internet destinations. After visiting my email account, Facebook, Mariska.com, and so on I decided to type random words followed by a "dot com." For example, I punched in "holla.com."

Finally I thought, "Hmm... What about purpose.com?" And so I ventured to my online purpose only to find a roadblock similar to the one I face in reality...

When purpose.com loaded I was brought to an almost entirely blank white page. A message written in simple capital letters stated: ACCESS FORBIDDEN. And below that foreboding statement purpose.com declared, "Access denied. Please click on the back button to return to the former page."

I had to laugh because I felt that it was ironic. I know it doesn't mean anything unless I give it meaning, but seriously... If I'm struggling to understand my purpose in life can I just please find a virtual purpose?